Pain..

Today's sermon "hurts"...

I can feel the message "pricking" at my heart..

Pain..

Tears just keep rolling down my cheeks..

Cried badly..

Left with a heavy heart..

I need to forgive... I need a closure...

But I thought I did..

Guess if I really did.. I wouldn't have felt the "prick" and the pain...


I hate mind games... makes me confuse...

Don't wanna put myself in such a vulnerable state..

Maybe I'm just being influenced..

I need to protect myself..

tired..

Recently.. I'm jus too tired to pen my feelings down..

Anyway will do it some other time..

Really tired..

Feel so drained by work issues..

Sometimes.. was thinking to myself..

How nice if end of the day.. I have someone to share my work woes with.. or simply.. by jus giving me a hug..

That's so comforting...

But I'm glad.. I have my close frens..

I d0n't feel alone running this race.. Really thank God for them..

Changed.. Changing... Changed

Hmmm... Shuen said that to survive in the Marketing line.. I need to learn to be more vocal.. I need to make myself be heard.. be it saying the right things or the wrong things..

Hmm.. that's just not me.. maybe it'll takes some time to develop this.. but definitely requires an extra effort to get out of my comfort zone..

Both Shuen and DL said the same thing.. I need to be stronger..

Haha.. after so many years.. I'm still like a "tap" afterall.. I think they were "shock" to see how easily my "tap" can be turned on!

Anyway I feel that DL has changed.. grown up.. But in some ways.. somehow.. we still have some "difficulties" communicating! =D

My new home!

Maybe it's good to start blogging again.. Just tot I needed an outlet...

Started to go back to eGen a while ago.. but tot I'll just find a "proper place"..

So here's my new home!