Pain..

Today's sermon "hurts"...

I can feel the message "pricking" at my heart..

Pain..

Tears just keep rolling down my cheeks..

Cried badly..

Left with a heavy heart..

I need to forgive... I need a closure...

But I thought I did..

Guess if I really did.. I wouldn't have felt the "prick" and the pain...


I hate mind games... makes me confuse...

Don't wanna put myself in such a vulnerable state..

Maybe I'm just being influenced..

I need to protect myself..