Blues..

Didn't manage to go gym again... =(

Yest forgot to bring shoes..

Today, at 7 plus.. boss very last min asked me to help with some stuff.. so missed the cardio class..

Hmm.. was kinda xian abt the situation at work.. Affecting my mood and no motivation..

In the end.. instead of exercising.. I had late dinner with Madeline at Coffee Club! Had a super hugh sandwhich! Oh my...

Haha.. both fa xie and chong yi chong zhi ji.. Madeline's unhappy with boss too...

Then I cab home.. I cab only when I’m down.. or jus too tired…


May and I were talking abt it last nite.. It has been 2 mths since we last contacted and he has smsed twice.. and both times i din reply. I told May he's not the sort who will keep messaging, cos of pride..

Hmm... but sooo qiao.. he messaged me again today.. When i least expected it..

Many tots ran through my mind.. is it very "heartless" to have just ignore one's sms and give no reply? Eventually I did.. I kept my "new year resolution"..

I told May that if this happen in the past.. me being me.. I would have gave in..

But guess this time round.. i'm very determined to break from the past and start anew.. without wanting any emotional baggage..

Hmmm.. but hope he's well... somehow when i see silver MPV.. i'll still look out at the car plate..


Dont' wanna think too much.. Will jus hope and pray =)