Ready

FINALLY...

I started my job search.. TODAY! Sent out my 1st resume.

Has been procrastinating for the longest time.. trying to "prep" myself to enter this CYCLE of.....

waiting for the right openings..
sending out resumes..
waiting for calls for interviews..
going for interviews..
waiting for calls for 2nd interviews..
going for 2nd interviews..
waiting for the positive reply..

and the cycle goes on.

WAIT.

Hmmm.. guess lotsa things in life are like this.. the waiting game.

The previous round.. I didn't have to wait for long.. response was good..

But this time round..

Kinda fearful that it will be a long wait for me before I get employed again.

They must be wondering why this woman is unemployed for so long.. and how come she left the previous company jus after 2 mths.. hai.. got to smoke through all these ques during the interview.. and that is if I get one.

Hmmm.. I must say I'm really really thankful that my parents give me their "blessings" while I take this long break. I have the PEACE & FREEDOM of bumping around.. go travel.. wake up late.. nua-ing at home and do nothing.. and not even once did they nag at me for not looking for a job! Hee.. I know this is the way they show their love.

And mum is sooooo sweet.. I noticed this after "monitoring" for a few weeks.. Without fail.. everyday when i wake up.. the 1st thing she'll say to me is “你要吃什么？我去买...”

We are never the expressive sort.. we don't display our affection outwardly..

Guess every parents show their love in their own unique ways.. we jus got to "discover" them.. and guess this can only be done by spending time with them. Yeh.. I'm guilty of not staying at home all the time.. but this period has really allowed some family bonding. I've been eating dinner at home most of the time! Hee.. also to save some money la...


Chance upon this song by Twins.. 我很想爱他。

I like it.. nice.. but kinda sad..