I fear...

she's not someone whom i always had mind.. but whenever i read about "her" from the various sources.. my heart felt so so heavy. i dunno why. i'm not exactly close to her.. but in my memories she was really sweet & nice to me. she's someone "close to heart".. but yet not. i dunno how to describe this feeling. i fear.. i fear the day when i hear the news that.... it feels like it may happen "anytime". i jus read from somewhere.. and it didn't sound very positive. that scene of jus me and her talking at their house is still so vivid in my mind.. been so so so many years. can't rem what we talked about.. but was jus us. i saw her a few weeks ago.. caught a few glimpse of her.. wanted to go over.. but yet.. i didn't dare to. felt kinda sad.. i'm really touched by how her love ones showered her with love & care.. i wish her well..

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改变 = 跟以往不一样 = 多了什么或少了什么

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the "leap year meet-up" was quite interesting =)

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nothing's constant. your feelings towards something/someone at different phase of your life will turn out different. or maybe that something/someone has also changed over time as well?

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hmmm.. somehow tml feels like a "working day". ha.. okies.. muz do things with joy joy joy! ha.. more deadlines than my actual work =X

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looking forward to the "adventure"!

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*yawn*